11 February 2005

Navy wife. A lonely life even with kids. Before deployment we fought alot and there were many who didn't think our marrage would last. This latest deployment to war has made the heart grow fonder. We have missed many holidays together, and we've missed all the birthdays. Today was a lonely, slow day. It gets to be that time of Friday night and I keep expecting him to walk in the door. It is such an odd feeling when I realize that he's not going to walk in the door any moment.